Like a virgin (meaning I've never blogged before)!!

So, I should be walking to class, but much like my addiction to Reeces and Dr. Pepper, I'm hooked already. I've found yet another website to visit daily and be nosey as well as dish my personal info. So, this is what's on my mind these days. My lease is up at the end of this month. After much deliberation and needless house hunting, we have decided to delay the leasing of a home together. So, we are moving into Wes' house together. This will allow us to save money and take the added stress off of finding a house RIGHT NOW!!! (This happens to be the tone in which I have explained our need to find a house to Wes multiple times over the last 2 months!) He is so patient with me. I seriously wonder sometimes how he puts up with my OCD and still manages to love me, inspite of my often times psychotic behavior! (Thank you baby!) So, theres that. And I worry due to the fact that I don't know his roommate that well. But, I trust my honey with all my heart and I know that anyone of his friends has got to be good people.

I've had much angst over school. I have just not been putting forth the amount of effort that I normally would and it has already started to show in my grades. I don't want to be that girl! It's just very hard to balance a job, school, and a healthy homelife. It feels like one of those areas is bound to suffer. I guess school has been elected to suffer away!! IDK. I feel rather lazy. I know I really need to get myself into gear, because the choices we are making now are for our future and will benefit me, my lovie and our proverbial children for years to come! Tell that to me at 8 pm at night after I've worked a 12 hour shift and I'm emotionally and physically exhausted from dealing with other peoples problems. I love being a nurse, but sometimes it takes a toll on me that one cannot understand, lest you've been in the very same shoes. Speaking of shoes, I've gotta run. I've got a Pyschology class in 30 minutes. BTW...did I mention today is our 6th month anniversary! HOW SPECIAL!!!